December 2010
Rub Dub Dub In The Tub
Mariah: "And then Moses said 'Let my people be free' *splashes bath tub water*"
Lindsay: "Firstly, it is 'Let my people go', idiot"
Mariah: "This is my biblical tale. Then Moses parted the Red Sea and the Iraelites followed, but when the Egyptians came *splash* they died". Like how I'm playing in the tub still?
Lindsay: Yes. For your birthday, I am buying boats and things for your bath time.
My best friend is a psychopath.
Something feels so right about today. I'm not sure...
Sometimes I have to check your profile just to be...
“& this will be the first time in a week that I’ll talk to you & I...”
12.30.10.
Lying on the tip of my tongue, words at risk to be lost. Like lyrics to a silenced song, bound to disappear into thin air. Fear coats the fibers of my being; my heavy burden to bear. What I want to say- it chokes me, suffocating the last of my words.
“My Allah beats your Jesus.”
– Mariah Ruiz.
Truly, I don't even know where to begin.
There are days I wish I could just see you.
Today would be one of those days.
I just realized; I wanna be with someone over 200...
& I'm plummeting into the ocean again.
I miss those blue eyes.
I felt like you really knew me for who I was. Yeah, you hadn’t known me forever but it felt as if I could let you in. You seemed to understand me & why I was the reason I was. We could relate on a deeper level than just the exterior.
I miss your smile.
You could stop time with the way you made my heart fly. You knew what to say & when to say it. You knew...
Fifteen.
I miss you so freakin’ much. You’ve got me worried really bad too. I don’t care if I have to walk 200 miles in the freezing cold snow & gunk. I miss your face & you. ♥
Thinking I wanna dye my hair brown.
You smile. I smile.
Yupp. Laying in bed with my sister playing Angry...
I don't see any difference between:
-chillbr0ski:
THIS:
THIS:
OR THIS:
It’s all LOVE to me.
I wish everyone could see what a beautiful thing love can be, instead of looking at gender of the people in love.
This feels a bit like a lost cause.
It's time for a rant.
If you’re trying to decide on words to describe my life, the word simple has a cross mark right through it. As things become better & easier, they gradually become a lot more complicated.
Point A; I am doing what’s best for me at the current moment. I am taking my life one day at a time & dealing with it in the best possible fashion. I’m disconnecting myself from people...
When the shock sets in & the stomach acid finds a...
Fourteen.
Sometimes people come into your life for a reason.
What would a girl be without her Jew? Gotta say, no matter if we aren’t nearly as close as we used to be, I’d be a complete wreck without you. You’re the person who brought me slushies after every break up, let me cry on them with no reservations, stood up for me when I wasn’t able to stand on my own, & you were...
C'mon, give love a chance, ♥.
My goal is to get under your skin, & I sure hope...
“Real life is a funny thing, you know. In real life, saying the right thing at...”
– Taylor Swift, ♥
Thirteen.
Saying best friends forever doesn’t necessarily mean a thing.
I don’t get how much one person has to say sorry for something that they did a year & a half ago. I AM SORRY. I should’ve told you the truth from the very start, & we’d still be friends today. We were best friends for eleven years & I miss you. I still want to try to work things out.
I love you.
This reminds me so much of one person, ♥.
Twelve.
Take, take, take it all but you never give.
I could say I hate you. I hate you for all you did to me. I hate you for ripping my heart out. I hate you for crushing my dreams, my hopes, my trust, all of it. I hate you for giving love, then taking it away. I hate you for destroying me from the inside out. I hate you for making me push away those closest to me. I hate you for teaching me to hurt...
Merry Christmas Brandon. I'm sure it's great up...
Well.
I have an unhealthy cheerful disposition & I’m laughing at everything. Guess I’ll roll with it.
Your immaturity makes me madder than anything in...
It's a good day. ((:
Eleven.
Funny when you’re dead how people start listening.
Brandon Tyler Stepp. [2.23.95-10.14.10]
If I could have one more hour just to speak to you again, I’d give up anything in this world for it. Just to hear your voice one more time, to laugh with you, to see you smile would be enough for me. It’s crazy how much of an impact you’ve had on not only me, but everyone who...
Maybe if you weren't such a B*TCH, things would...
Mmmm, got me some sexy callouses. (;
Ten.
The fact that things have changed doesn’t mean that I don’t think about you at all.
Nicholas Wayne Erwin.
Even though things are a lot different for us now, I hope you know I’m still grateful for all that you did for me. You’re such a great guy & I’m so incredibly happy for you and Meghan. I’m glad she makes you happy, you definitely deserve it. I want...
The truth of the matter is I'm complicated.
There are days when I’m sure I can handle you; days where I’m ready to take all that responsibility back on my hands. I’m sure I’m strong enough to not fall apart once I gain you back.
But then reality sets in, especially on days like these. I’m not ready for that in the slightest, nor do I know if I’ll ever be. I have to be with someone who knows what they...
Someone please tell me why I am so attracted to...
“Never thought I could feel like this, like I’ve never seen the sky before. I...”
– (via inhaleexhalenowyoucanlive)
There is something thoroughly amusing about My...
I'm not gonna act like that doesn't bother me....